I would never have a threesome with my significant other

l don’t know if you ever have had threesome hookup with your wife or girlfriend. Neither do I know how is your threesome dating experience. All I knew is that I will never have threesome with my significant other again. Why am I so resisting it? You might ask. To elaborate the reason, I must tell you my first threesome hookup with my girlfriend. Oh, right, ex-girlfriend. That is right. We broke up. Reasons? Just read…

My ex-girlfriend and I were dating for over 6 years. We have been together since high school. We went to the same college in New York University. When we were together for about four years, I cheated on her with another girl from my class. I know it wasn’t right and I have been punished by it. I was very tolerant in my relationship due to the mistake I made. I think for the rest two years, I have been punished for it. Every time my girlfriend did something wrong, I would think I should forgive her because she already forgives me for making such a big mistake. That is also the reason I was so agreeing to her. No matter what she wanted, I would try my best to give it to her.

One day, she told me that she wanted to have a tinder for threesome hookup with me. I was a little shocked for it, to be honest. I couldn’t accept it. From my perspective, I think love is selfish. I can’t share my girlfriend with another male or even female. I refused after some thinking, but she just wanted it so bad. She begged me for many days and eventually, she said, she would never bring the whole cheating thing again if I agree to have a threesome with her, with the person she chose. I agreed, because nothing is better than we putting the whole cheating thing over us.

We started planning. More accurately, she started planning. She downloaded a top hookup app and chose a woman and a man. she asked for my advice. Of course, I chose the girl. One thing lead to another, we had a threesome hookup with the girl. I don’t hate it, but neither like it. I thought this is a one-time thing, but I was too naive. After that, the girl showed up in our place once a week. She and my girlfriend would play with each other in the couch. They were so intimate and asked for me to join. I would sometimes, but more often, I refused. They thought me as a buzz-kill. Later, it became even more frequent. I would even watch them making out in front of me. That is when it occurs to me that my girlfriend wanted more than just a threesome. She wanted to have an open relationship.

We had a very long talk and we came to an agreement—breakup. That is the reason why I would never want to have threesomes with my significant other.